Unbearable Suffering: A Personal Fight Against the Mysterious Suffering of Cluster Headache Syndrome
It began on a overcast Monday morning in September 2016. I was working as a teacher, trying to settle a new class, when a sharp sensation bloomed behind my one eye. It was followed by rapid shocks, reminiscent of electric shocks. As the school day progressed, the pain eased and then returned with greater force. Four times that day I left a colleague with activities and hurried to the school bathroom to soak my face with cool water. I took paracetamol, but the pain remained unbearable.
The headaches returned repeatedly that autumn, and again in spring, soon establishing an annual cycle. September and October were the worst, then February and March. I could predict the pattern: a warning sensation in the morning, early pangs on the commute, full-on agony in class by 9.30am. In late 2019, a doctor eventually referred me to a specialist and I was given a diagnosis with cluster headache disorder.
This condition typically start with severe pain around a single eye that persists up to several hours.
About one in 1,000 people are affected by the disorder, and men are more frequently affected. Cluster headaches typically begin with sudden, excruciating agony focused on a single eye that peaks within minutes and continues for as long as three hours. Episodes come in clusters, daily or several times a day, and are associated with red or watery eyes, drooping eyelids or face perspiration. There exists the episodic form, which occurs in periodic cycles; others have chronic cluster headaches, characterized by the lack of long symptom-free periods.
What unites patients is the intensity. One research paper rated the sensation at 9.7 10, more severe than bone fractures or other conditions. Another discovered a significant percentage of cluster patients experienced suicidal thoughts amid bouts; the figure fell to four percent when they were not in pain.
One patient, 74, a long-term patient from Wales, finds this understandable. Her attacks started when she was a toddler. “I would throw myself on the ground and hit my head. That was put down to being a difficult child,” she says. Her condition deteriorated through her youth. Drinking in her adolescence, like several triggers, made things more intense. After having sherry at her graduation party, she remembers hardly being able to see on the bus home.
Her family often mistook her attacks as intoxicated episodes. Understanding eventually came from her father and then from her partner, her spouse. “I was very fortunate to find such an exceptional person,” she says. Hobbs took clerical work after moving, but often concealed her condition. She was fired from one job, in part due to time off during attacks. Her breakthrough identification came in 2002 at a specialist neurology center.
Nevertheless, the failure to organize daily activities around erratic attacks took its effect. She especially disliked being unable to plan social events, being seen as flaky as a colleague, and even having to be cared for by her children during the incapacitation caused by the worst episodes. “It robs you of the small freedoms we don't value until they're gone,” she says. She remembers winning tickets for a major concert, only to have an episode inside a facility.
Headaches have been described throughout the ages. “The first description of headache comes by way of the ancient civilizations in 4000BC,” write experts in a book on the subject. They attributed the ailment to an evil spirit who afflicted his victims' heads.
Ancient medical records propose bizarre treatments for what some observers would classify as a headache disorder. In the middle ages, migraine was recognised as a separate disorder, with therapies ranging from bloodletting to other, more superstitious cures.
It was a European doctor who provided the initial comprehensive description of a cluster headache. In his writings, he speaks of a patient “suffering with a very intense headache occurring and vanishing each day at fixed hours”.
The disorder were only formally recognised by global medical societies in the late 1980s. From the mid-20th century to the late 1990s, they were believed to be caused by a problem with a key blood vessel which delivers blood to the head. Leading experts in treating the disorder explain this.
In 1998, researchers published the findings of a research project for which they had induced cluster headaches in patients and observed the episodes in a imaging machine. The results, featured in a prominent medical publication, showed activation of the hypothalamus, which is in charge for human sleep-wake cycles, when patients were in discomfort, and a reduction when they felt better.
In spite of such advances, identification remains delayed. Jamie Charteris's attacks started in 1986 and felt like “a balloon being inflated behind my one eye”. Doctors thought he had a sinus issue; he underwent four surgeries before eventually being correctly identified in recently, after a physician researched his symptoms.
Neurologists say wait times in diagnosing and managing happen because patients are rarely seen during an episode. “You're tired and depressed, but not in agony,” one says. He works by eliminating other primary headache disorders, such as tension-type headache, before confirming cluster headaches. A detailed patient history is crucial: on which side do symptoms occur? For how much time? What time of year? Are there triggers, such as alcohol? Certain characteristics such as tearing, drooping eyelids and nasal congestion help verify cluster headaches. Once diagnosed, patients may be referred to dedicated clinics. But a lot of first go to emergency rooms or are given inadequate treatments.
Dorothy Chapman, 78, has suffered from cluster headaches for most of her adult life, although she hasn't had an episode since recent years. When she was in her 20s, she had her teeth pulled because dental professionals misunderstood her symptoms. She believes the dental profession still need greater education. When a sufferer sought help from a charity, it was Chapman who replied. The author recalls calling a helpline during an attack in early 2021; a reassuring advisor talked them through oxygen treatment and drugs until the episode eased.
Official guidelines on treatment advise that sufferers are offered high-dose oxygen therapy and/or a specific medication delivered by nasal spray. No oral painkillers or opioids should be used. Prophylactic options include verapamil, which apparently helps manage the bouts of some individuals.
But leading neurologists believe the official guidelines need revising to reflect a clearer clinical pathway and help general practitioners avoid incorrect prescriptions. For periodic patients, the treatment window is everything: “The duration of the bout determines the approach.” Short cycles with infrequent attacks are handled with acute therapy alone. Longer or more intense periods require preventative medications such as verapamil, sometimes paired with corticosteroids. Many patients also receive a greater occipital nerve block during a cycle – an procedure into the side of the skull where the pain is that reduces nerve signals.
The national guidelines need updating to reflect a